Those good times we had :)
Those will be the best memories for me.

Nights.

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Try sleeping with a broken heart,
Is what I am going through right now .
That's all I can say
:'(

Nights.

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Happy birthday dearest helmi!
:)

Farewell.

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I did type a long post but eventually. It was not meant to be posted out because It went to a blank page. WTF.

Anyhoo, 29 is the day that someone will leave me like forever.
And now, I have 6 days to get over you.
I hate you for making me love you.
U've been such an awesome sweetheart towards me and I know I won't ever get someone like you.

Miss you D. :(
The month of January.

*and I must say that you are the best I've ever had. For sure.
Goodbye my almost love.

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I knew from the start that if I make this decision, it will hurt me in the end. Still, I'm stubborn enough to do it. And now I'm at my breaking point and I don't know what to do now. I hate letting myself be in this way because I feel that i'm weak mentally . I'm always putting a fake smile whenever I'm out. But when I'm alone at times, I'll start to have any kind of thoughts running through my mind. I just hate it. Even when I'm trying to pull myself away from this,it will still hang on to me. I hate to think. I hate to know that I only got one choice to make in the end. I hate when it comes to falling apart. I'm glad that I have a day off. I need to be in a peaceful place with drinks and ciggs. And maybe just a friend to be with me in case I break down. Sentosa will be an ideal place.
Leona Lewis song makes me calm

Good day.

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Hiiiii! Hehehe :)

This week is an aweesooomeee week !
Going to be.

It's Wednesday already. No plan
Thursday , gg marina bay . Maybe a movie will be good. And dinner! Kenny rogers?? Hmm..
Friday? Ohh! Go home or movie? I'll decide..:

Saturdayyyy!! Hehehe...
Partaaayyy! Helipad baby!
Farewell party.. If it's bbbbbooring, rebel! Here I come ! :) :) :)

Sunday... Still deciding ...

I like what I type.
Goodnight fuckers.

Oh! Not smoking for 2 weeks is gooodd!

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Hiiii! Hee :)

I've watched ip man 2 and it's awwwweeessssoooomeee !
And today I'm going to rot and home and watch ip man 1 since I've not watch it .
I left my keys at work. Sooooo! I can't go out today ! Haha..
Damnn it!

Pay is in 2 days time! I loooooovvvveee it. :)

Thursday I'm meeting miss ernna and we're gg to chill bebey! It's been sometime since I meet her and have a talk with each other. She got a ring . I'm happy for her.

Friday, heading to the club with my work colleages! Yeah!
It's a sad thing that most of my part timers is underage. Damn!

There's a alot of things going on in the month of May
And i hope everything is going to turn out great!
ESP 15 of may but I'm not looking forward to 29 of may.

I have to say goodbye to someone like forever. Shithead.
Hmmm.. What to get as a farewell gift?
Something purple is what I know.
I'm still thinking.. .... Zzz!

Goodbye!

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& I thought I could keep the feelings to myself. I feel awful. I'm upset. Disappointed. Lost.
Idk how to tell you. I just know that it's still with me.
A box of ciggies will help now but I've so called stop. Fuck this shit.

Whatever it is, I rest my case.
Ftw!

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